| trust in the Lord with all your heart |
[Aug. 4th, 2009|04:08 pm] |
for me, these days have been so filled with struggles and challenges, but every little thing is working out perfectly for the glory of the Lord, and i feel so hopeful and at peace.
i'm constantly amazed by the wonderful friends and family that i've been blessed with...you are all so incredible. thank you for being who you are, and for loving me and always being there :)
...what a beautiful love you've given us, God. i can never, ever, ever be thankful enough--it's impossible. |
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| don't know why i feel like explaining a little... |
[Jul. 7th, 2009|10:24 pm] |
i'm sticking with what's genuine. i'm looking for more. i'm keeping my outlook clear and i'm being honest...i get let down a lot, but i won't give up.
i love my family.
i love life...love learning and being real and figuring out what everything is and what things mean...every day is hard because there's so much to take in...so much to do.
today, i realized once again that i'm not loving enough--i'm not always right...i mess up all the time...but i'm fighting and working to be better, to be more like Him.
it's a beautiful mess i'm in. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 12th, 2009|02:07 am] |
you can have all this world,
just give me Jesus |
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| sometimes, for me... |
[Mar. 10th, 2009|01:00 am] |
it takes falling behind and losing some slack
to find that i want to keep up
and hold on tighter. |
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| i want you and nothing more |
[Jul. 12th, 2008|04:34 pm] |
i'm all alone, because i don't want to be with anyone
i'm afraid, because i let myself feel, and life is scary
we make everything so small, but it's all so grand.
we only see pieces of it,
only broken shards of beauty...but there's so much more
and i want it all |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 10th, 2007|09:17 pm] |
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Man, I wish I was Beautiful. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 4th, 2007|12:18 pm] |
i need a vacation.
and change.
i need change. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 10th, 2007|01:49 pm] |
Love is crazy,
Pretty baby,
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show
•everything is suddenly amazing.
•k rich is my formal date, yeayuh :) VIP
•i'm getting my liscence soon and actually putting my musica on my ipod :)
•me & the amigas are going to disneyland tomorrow and monday, staying at the hilton
•i love my family
•i got into SDSU; almost done with highschool
•im getting my hair done next weekend, and im getting the shoes i want :)
•kel's moving back in; im switching rooms
•and, to top it all off, a charlie brown valentine was on tonight. :)
beautiful.
♥ |
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| everything she does is beautiful |
[Feb. 7th, 2007|04:59 pm] |
it's hard to get over some things.
like how close we all used to be.
it kills me that we've grown apart,
but at the same time i am so thankful that we're growing, healing, and moving on.
i can't find the ring you gave me,
but your picture's sitting on my dresser,
like it always has. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 21st, 2007|09:15 am] |
"And the trouble is,
if you don't risk everything..
you risk even more," that's what she said. |
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| "Hallelujah" |
[Dec. 2nd, 2006|06:32 pm] |
- i'd like to apologize to everyone i haven't called back the past few days.
which is everyone.
but if you left me a voicemail, i listened to it, and it more than likely made me smile.
and, you probably already know i love you to death.
- lately i've just wanted to be alone.
sometimes i just need to get away and process things.
honestly, a lot of the time i prefer to be by myself.
i like the quiet and don't get lonely.
so don't get offended, it's just me.
- other than that, i really can't wait for Christmas break.
this is my favorite time of year.
i love it so much. - and i've recently stumbled into a phase of pure hopefulness and trust. i'm constantly learning more and more about life and how i'm living it. the other day i heard someone say the phrase, "lessons on becoming who i am," it was part of the title of a book. it encourages me for some reason. past experiences don't set your character in stone. everyday, we are given the chance to begin again. i think that's why i love sunrises so much. they're fresh and clean and represent new begininngs. i'm not exactly beginning again, but rather, continuing on as i have been. its a process.. and it takes awhile. i enjoy learning though, and making minor changes day by day. i'm not afraid of anything. tomorrow's a brand new day; another chance to right the wrongs of yesterday. i'm excited to move on and get involved in the things i love to do. i'm currently learning more about music and singing, and i've been writing a lot lately. i want to take a pottery class and buy an easel. i love it. sometimes, i get so caught up in what i have to do that i forget about what i love to do. i've learned that combining the two makes it easier to get things done. i have a lot to do, but the weight is instantly lessened when i remember not to include the guidelines of others with my own. i know i need to get my liscence, but i'll do it on my own time and by my own terms. i know that i can't stand to be told to do things, so maybe you can help somebody out, and stop pushing your wants and needs on them. just because you have the ability to get what you want, does that mean you should? if you have to ask yourself that question, the answer is probably no. so, what i'm trying to say is, do what you love and live by your own guidelines. don't pressure others to do what you want them to, and try not to be pressured by those around you. and, if today wasn't your day...don't give up hope ...tomorrow might be.
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| things i need to remember. |
[Nov. 14th, 2006|04:48 pm] |
each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.
twenty four oceans
twenty four skies
twenty four failures
and twenty four tries
twenty four finds me in twenty fourth place
twenty four drop outs at the end of the day
life is not what i thought it was
twenty four hours ago
still im singing
spirit take me up in arms with you
and im not who i thought i was twenty four hours ago
still im singing spirit take me up in arms with you
theres twenty four reasons to admit that im wrong
with all my excuses
still twenty four strong
see im not copping out not copping out not copping out
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 13th, 2006|04:16 pm] |
there's always hope
right?
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| we're.done |
[Oct. 29th, 2006|01:16 pm] |
theres a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
baby sometimes love just aint enough.
storyofmylife.
i hate being second best.
i hate not being noticed
or being ignored
i hate treating you the way i do
but i know i have to
for me.
i just wanna find someone who's
SINCERE |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|06:25 pm] |
im sick
but i guess everythings still beautiful?
the sky at least |
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