al612

trust in the Lord with all your heart

2009-08-04T23:22:19Z

for me, these days have been so filled with struggles and challenges, but every little thing is working out perfectly for the glory of the Lord, and i feel so hopeful and at peace.

i'm constantly amazed by the wonderful friends and family that i've been blessed with...you are all so incredible. thank you for being who you are, and for loving me and always being there :)

...what a beautiful love you've given us, God. i can never, ever, ever be thankful enough--it's impossible.

don't know why i feel like explaining a little...

2009-07-08T05:27:54Z

i'm sticking with what's genuine. i'm looking for more. i'm keeping my outlook clear and i'm being honest...i get let down a lot, but i won't give up.

i love my family.
i love life...love learning and being real and figuring out what everything is and what things mean...every day is hard because there's so much to take in...so much to do.

today, i realized once again that i'm not loving enough--i'm not always right...i mess up all the time...but i'm fighting and working to be better, to be more like Him.

it's a beautiful mess i'm in.

al612 @ 2009-05-12T02:07:00

2009-05-12T07:09:50Z

you can have all this world,

just give me Jesus

sometimes, for me...

2009-03-09T20:03:58Z

it takes falling behind and losing some slack

to find that i want to keep up
and hold on tighter.

i want you and nothing more

2008-07-12T21:36:55Z

i'm all alone, because i don't want to be with anyone

i'm afraid, because i let myself feel, and life is scary

we make everything so small, but it's all so grand.
we only see pieces of it,
only broken shards of beauty...but there's so much more

and i want it all

al612 @ 2007-10-10T21:17:00

2007-10-11T04:17:58Z

Man, I wish I was Beautiful.

al612 @ 2007-07-04T12:18:00

2007-07-04T19:20:16Z

i need a vacation.
and change.
i need change.

al612 @ 2007-02-10T13:49:00

2007-02-10T22:18:07Z

Love is crazy,
Pretty baby,
Take it real slow
My feelings show
All you have to do
Is never ever let it go
My feelings show
And I want you to know
My feelings show

•everything is suddenly amazing.
•k rich is my formal date, yeayuh :) VIP
•i'm getting my liscence soon and actually putting my musica on my ipod :)
•me & the amigas are going to disneyland tomorrow and monday, staying at the hilton
•i love my family
•i got into SDSU; almost done with highschool
•im getting my hair done next weekend, and im getting the shoes i want :)
•kel's moving back in; im switching rooms
•and, to top it all off, a charlie brown valentine was on tonight. :)
beautiful.
♥

everything she does is beautiful

2007-02-08T01:01:18Z

it's hard to get over some things.

like how close we all used to be.
it kills me that we've grown apart,
but at the same time i am so thankful that we're growing, healing, and moving on.

i can't find the ring you gave me,
but your picture's sitting on my dresser,
like it always has.

al612 @ 2007-01-21T09:15:00

2007-01-21T17:16:26Z

"And the trouble is,
if you don't risk everything..
you risk even more," that's what she said.

"Hallelujah"

2006-12-03T02:32:51Z

i'd like to apologize to everyone i haven't called back the past few days.
which is everyone.
but if you left me a voicemail, i listened to it, and it more than likely made me smile.
and, you probably already know i love you to death.
lately i've just wanted to be alone.
sometimes i just need to get away and process things.
honestly, a lot of the time i prefer to be by myself.
i like the quiet and don't get lonely.
so don't get offended, it's just me.
other than that, i really can't wait for Christmas break.
this is my favorite time of year.
i love it so much.
and i've recently stumbled into a phase of pure hopefulness and trust. i'm constantly learning more and more about life and how i'm living it. the other day i heard someone say the phrase, "lessons on becoming who i am," it was part of the title of a book. it encourages me for some reason. past experiences don't set your character in stone. everyday, we are given the chance to begin again. i think that's why i love sunrises so much. they're fresh and clean and represent new begininngs. i'm not exactly beginning again, but rather, continuing on as i have been. its a process.. and it takes awhile. i enjoy learning though, and making minor changes day by day. i'm not afraid of anything. tomorrow's a brand new day; another chance to right the wrongs of yesterday. i'm excited to move on and get involved in the things i love to do. i'm currently learning more about music and singing, and i've been writing a lot lately. i want to take a pottery class and buy an easel. i love it. sometimes, i get so caught up in what i have to do that i forget about what i love to do. i've learned that combining the two makes it easier to get things done. i have a lot to do, but the weight is instantly lessened when i remember not to include the guidelines of others with my own. i know i need to get my liscence, but i'll do it on my own time and by my own terms. i know that i can't stand to be told to do things, so maybe you can help somebody out, and stop pushing your wants and needs on them. just because you have the ability to get what you want, does that mean you should? if you have to ask yourself that question, the answer is probably no. so, what i'm trying to say is, do what you love and live by your own guidelines. don't pressure others to do what you want them to, and try not to be pressured by those around you. and, if today wasn't your day...don't give up hope ...tomorrow might be.

things i need to remember.

2006-11-15T00:48:24Z

each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.

twenty four oceans

twenty four skies

twenty four failures

and twenty four tries

twenty four finds me in twenty fourth place
twenty four drop outs at the end of the day

life is not what i thought it was
twenty four hours ago
still im singing
spirit take me up in arms with you
and im not who i thought i was twenty four hours ago
still im singing spirit take me up in arms with you

theres twenty four reasons to admit that im wrong
with all my excuses
still twenty four strong
see im not copping out not copping out not copping out

al612 @ 2006-11-13T16:16:00

2006-11-14T00:16:34Z

there's always hope

right?

we're.done

2006-10-29T21:19:43Z

theres a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
baby sometimes love just aint enough.

storyofmylife.

i hate being second best.
i hate not being noticed
or being ignored
i hate treating you the way i do
but i know i have to
for me.

i just wanna find someone who's
SINCERE

al612 @ 2006-10-23T18:25:00

2006-10-24T01:25:39Z

im sick
but i guess everythings still beautiful?
the sky at least

thats life:

2006-10-19T22:07:24Z

i feel alot better today
& i dont know why

but new faces=new chances
and the old things aren't really over
but i dont need to stress about them
what happens, happens
ce'st la vie

mmhmm
i decided i love thursdays
i have nothhhingg to do, and that used to bother me
but i swear thursday is turning into my new favorite day of the week.

and i dont think i have any homework either :)

Three little birds, sat on my window

2006-08-22T21:09:48Z

"And they told me I don't need to worry
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete

Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow

Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side,
Just relax, just relax
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that afro hairdo

Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change
Don't you think it's strange?

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down

You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow

Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realize, that you don't even have to try any longer
Do what you want to

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down

Oh, You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow"

i could listen to that song forever.
it makes me happy
and it makes me forget about the stupid little things i worry about
i dont even care if he likes me
there are so many other fish in the sea.

im going fishing;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; <3

& i still really want my senior pictures
and my brother is my new best friend.
and thats all you need to know.

if youre reading this, you should know i really love you.

focus

2006-08-19T06:36:46Z

im so blessed with what i have.
sometimes i forget that and want something else;

but really, all ive ever wanted is right here.

tomorrow is saturday and i dont think im really doing anything, thats a first for a long time
so i dont know what to do with myself
summer is almost over, most of my friends have already started school, or are starting really soon
so i really dont know what to do with myself
i get bored so fast
vatever.
and im beginning to figure some things out,
i need that- understanding.
i think ill paint tomorrow.

hmm, so a certain someone keeps telling me they miss me,
but if you really missed me, youd call every once in awhile. dontcha think?

im not buying it babe.
i think what you really miss, is being on top, and now that youre not a part of things anymore;
you'll do anything to get back up there.
go find some other way out, cuz im not your escape route, and im not carrying you around anymore.

sorry;

.................................................................
im trying so hard to be patient again
to forget things that arent important.
and to remember everything worth remembering

tomorrow.

2006-08-11T04:22:59Z

so again i feel as if im working towards an undefined goal.
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"i shine a little more lately"

2006-08-09T05:27:28Z

this is the best ive felt in,
i dont know when
but looking back and remembering my roots, and cleaning them out
feels sooo good.
i never would have imagined.

and running tonight, felt good too.
so good.

im gonna go dream.
and be like a kid again

"peace be with you"
-annabelle

hey baby

2006-08-09T03:53:06Z

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[noun]:

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la jolla tomorrow
shopping soon
im in love with this suit from urban.
some dresses at macys
jewelry at forever.
and i need a day at dsw,
cmon baby
lets start a love train

al612 @ 2006-07-31T21:08:00

2006-08-01T04:10:22Z

ten am tomorrow

gahhh

p.s. i love my brother & kelley girl
theyre heerrree now.
yess.

al612 @ 2006-07-24T19:11:00

2006-07-25T02:31:51Z

i love bubble baths.
theyre like heaven.

im home now
all nighter last night, went to sleep at 5am
fricking hilarious
watched date movie, still dont like it
pizzzzzza
the baby shower was cute
swimming all day
and night
walking around in big t-shirts and swim-suits
fresh fruit, right off the trees
laughing at every stupid little thing

i love summer
i have the best times over there
i have like 50059234584 "voice memos" on my phone now that we recorded @ like 4am.
theyre the funniest things of my life and you need to hear them.
me and kaitlyn decided were really fat and need to be anorexic
ahah "fat cousins"
i love her

im considering going to houseboats, its probably too late to sign up though
whatevah
it looks fun
yo quiero
hm

best beach.
CALAFIA. =love.





future home.





sandcastles.







kiddddssssss.

say hi

cute cute cute

2006-07-22T05:03:48Z

we went and jumped off the deep end
flew out to LA for the weekend
spent the whole day lying on the beach wearin nothin but a smile playin kissy kissy smoochey smoochey talking mushy mushy bout nothinnnn

haha i love that song
im okay,
ive been learning so much lately, its good.
i learn about what i like, and what i hate
and what i want
and where im going

its hard waiting when you know how great the thing youre waiting for is.

summmmmmmmertimeeeeeee

2006-07-14T21:17:28Z

im DONEEEEE

finnnnnnnalllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy
yessss
its friday
its summer
im going to one of my favorite places tomorrow
then san mateo for a week on sunday
iloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveloveit

and im not worried about school anymore

i. am officially going to FIDM, the fashion institute of design and manufacturing

(actually unofficially, but still.)

for two years & studying interior design and fashion design.
thennnnn i can transfer to sdsu or plnu

perfeccct